another one by me...

Rishtey kyu ban jaate hai khwaabo se
Hum tum kyu baate karte hai khwaabo se
Ungliya uthana na meri in baato pe
Main to kehta hoon jo tum bolo khwaabo se
Rishtey kyu..

Hari hari si sason mein mithi khushbuein
Daastan adhuri si par dil me umangein
Dil ki kashti chali yaadon ke kinaron se
Main bhi tum bhi ho gaye gum jaadu mein iske
Khwaabon ki duniya me hum-tum ghul gaye
Rishtey kyu…

Kahi door miltey hain gehrey se sannatey
Chuppi mein mehak jaatey hain armaan sulagtey
Kaisa lagta hai jab aakhon se hoti hain batey
Chaand ki vaadi mein jalti si hain saasein
bahut dheemey chaltey hain barf ke dariye
Wafa ki baatein aur dard ke silsilay
Rishtey kyu

sometimes...

Chal chalen…..
Tu aur mein, chal chalein…
Door aisi jagah…

Na ho jahan, Gham ka nisha
Kyu sehte rahe, Hoth see kay chale
Wadey tod dein, Zubaan na khuley

Chal chale…
Tu aur mein, chal chalein…
Door aisi jagah…

Hath haathon mein ho, Baat akhon se ho
Dard na ho kahi, farz bhi ho wahi
Sabko keh de zara, humko na dhoondna

Chal chale…
Tu aur mein, chal chalein…
Door aisi jagah…

i am me...

Sometimes life confuses me...
you know what happens when you are lost for words, because you cant put your feelings in words, or somebody has stopped your mind from thinkng straight...
dunno why, the allah ka banda dosent gve you any bhaav, but then deep down the core, you know they like you, and the same utter loss of words is probably happenng to them too...
:)
im some sort of a poetess...amateur though, but still good enough...
but the stuation makes me dumb and useless...my mouth goes dry...though im an rj, that should'nt happen, but it still does...
and then the world swirls around me, weakness in the knees, very cliched, happens...and there's this hurt in the stomach's there...whenever they are near me...im not me...


AND THATS WHAT I DONT WANT...
I think its cool enough to be yourself...
dunno what to say next...